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Realitease

by KtG

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1.
Gravity 03:05
Cruising carelessly amongst the seamless stars No gravity to ground me just impossible infinities But I’m so stuck Time seems to cease because these dreams feel so real Possibilities are keeping me at ease But I’m so stuck I’m screaming Give me gravity; a taste of reality Not a dreamy state where my life’s at stake Give me gravity; a taste of reality Not a dreamy state where my future’s at stake Easy responsibilities are just as queasy As flying through life lessons printed on dead trees I need to see and experience the real things Not just potential of human being Give me gravity; a taste of reality Not a dreamy state where my life’s at stake Give me gravity; a taste of reality Not a dreamy state where my future’s at stake Give me gravity; a taste of reality Not a dreamy state where my life’s at stake Give me gravity; a taste of reality Not a dreamy state where my future’s at stake
2.
It’s the middle of the night and I’m screaming all alone No one’s here to hear me no one’s here to see me And you’re torturing me with all the pain you ever felt Through the misconduct that you thought was best for us And now I’m drowning in your love You want the best, but I can’t give you enough And now I’m dying in your love You won’t help me understand me Tell me why you must hate me It’s the middle of the night and I’m sneaking out alone I’m meeting up with some friends that you hate, but I don’t Understand why you’re laughing at me, my pain You must hate me And now I’m drowning in your love You want the best, but I can’t give you enough And now I’m dying in your love You won’t help me understand me Tell me why you must hate me Now I’m escaping from your love You can’t find me; you won’t take me Back to that hell jail that you made for me It’s the middle of the night and I’m here all alone In this alley that I call home Because I have no where left to go
3.
Monster 02:32
The heartaches, the heartbreaks The million little pieces Shattered on the ground Be careful where you step Be sure not to bleed When you look in the mirror And see me Those brown eyes, that blonde hair It’s tangled inside Those pink lips, those red cheeks They’re driving me mad I see clear in the mirror It appears, it’s me The monster is here The smile, the sparkle It’s more of a death wish Pouting forgiving Pale skin is a distraction Be sure not to bleed When you look in the mirror And see me Those brown eyes, that blonde hair It’s tangled inside Those pink lips, those red cheeks They’re driving me mad I see clear in the mirror It appears, it’s me The monster is here Ripping hearts apart Tearing dreams apart The shreds absorb with everything Each step, each crush, each love, every touch Those brown eyes, that blonde hair It’s tangled inside Those pink lips, those red cheeks They’re driving me mad I see clear in the mirror It appears, it’s me The monster is here The heart aches The heart breaks The smile The sparkle Wah
4.
Ripple 02:54
I’m in the dirtiest room in which I’ll ever be And I’m starting at the bowl starting back at me It’s silent, it’s still while I wait for a ripple I see strangers walking down the street It seems they don’t do what I do to me Do they catch their worst selves staring at their worst self And I push and I push, but I won’t let go And I push and I push, but my body says no Why oh why oh why is it so hard? And I push and I push, but I won’t let go And I push and I push, but my body says no Why oh why oh why is it so hard? There are monsters lurking everywhere They’re not in the alleys, they’re in the breeze Under your bed no, they’re in your head Lies in your ears will take you to your knees Better get em fed or they’ll knock ya dead And I push and I push, but i won’t let go And I push and I push, but my body says no Why oh why oh why is it so hard? And I push and I push, but I won’t let go And I push and I push, but my body says no Why oh why oh why is it so hard? I see strangers walking down the street It seems they don’t do what I do to me Do they catch their worst selves staring at their worst self I push I push I push I’m in the dirtiest room in which I’ll ever be And I’m starting at the bowl starting back at me It’s silent, it’s still, while I wait for a ripple
5.
Wish I Knew 03:48
I avoid you in the halls so you only see my best Thats never though cause you don’t speak gibberish Kissing, hugging, holding hands is out of the picture Who knows you may want these hands to get ya How can I know you’re just so beautiful You walk like an angel and talk like a chord I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you Scratches in my throat from my heart clawing through Eyes always burnin can’t rip em off you The most amazing person I wish I could know Those short shorts got me like oh my god Every day I see you in the gym you’re so fleek and flawless I’m over here permeating with sexual distress I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you At a bougie party like it’s nineteen ninety nine We’re not together but I guess that’s fine Say I’m playing hard to get chugging this beer Play it cool play it safe I’m a play right over here I don’t know if you’d be into this I’m just a hot mess with dermatitis I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you All my friends chirping me I got no swagger They gun hook me up and they start to flag ya I run for my life this ain’t the way its supposed to be You’re supposed there I’m not supposed to be me I’m trapped in a corner with nowhere left to go Getting closer I gotta figure it out I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you Peach painted lips rolled on fruity chapstick Making movements hypnotic waves ocean Starry eyes shining deep down into my soul Waiting for answers to questions I don’t know Sweet sugary breathe is suffocating me I’m under your spell your siren melody Take me to paradise gently stroke my arm Dark cashmere skin warms my cold and lonely heart Ebony locks I’ll take a tumble through Your concerned smile is what I like about you My silence may be really awkward but that’s ok Cause your I’ll remember every single day I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you I wish I knew, I wish I knew, you
6.
Crowded 04:00
Say you’re working late, but I know just where you are Got a secret date with that blonde from the bar Tell you I’m out so that you’ll bring her home Rip off her coat turn off her cellphone Still got your hand prints written on my right cheek May not be my prince, but you’re my little freak Crowded in here But I like it Crowded in here Know you like it Crowded in here Hope she likes it Crowded Dress me sexy, but don’t forget to love me You say to me what ever is the story Take her to the bed, you’re both breathing heavy Live with no regrets, let’s hope that she’s ready Still got your hand prints written on my right cheek May not be my prince, but you’re my little freak Crowded in here But I like it Crowded in here Know you like it Crowded in here Hope she likes it Crowded Still got your hand prints written on my right cheek May not be my prince, but you’re my little freak Crowded in here But I like it Crowded in here Know you like it Crowded in here Hope she likes it Crowded She’s looking around like there’s something wrong More than one voice sounds through the room Everything’s fine lets just have fun Three is always better than two Still got your hand prints written on my right cheek May not be my prince, but you’re my little freak Crowded in here But I like it Crowded in here Know you like it Crowded in here Hope she likes it Crowded Crowded in here But I like it Crowded in here Know you like it Crowded in here Now she likes it Crowded
7.
Best of Me 02:37
I don’t want on my mind For people to think I’m blind To the reality of you and me Some will say there’s no way What I feel can be real You come you go it’s hard to know What you think this all means By the time you come I think we’re done By the time you leave you’ve got the best of me There’s no time smooth our bind Is this man harmattan Can’t justify actions tonight Thoughts I’ll keep just hold me Some will say there’s no way What I feel can be real You come you go it’s hard to know What you think this all means By the time you come I think we’re done By the time you leave you’ve got the best of me Some will say there’s no way What I feel can be real You come you go it’s hard to know What you think this all means By the time you come I think we’re done By the time you leave you’ve got the best of me By the time you come I think we’re done By the time you leave you’ve got the best of me You’ve got the best of me You’ve got the best of me I’ve got the worst of me
8.
Here with Me 03:18
Finding lines in a bottle Finding flora in ivy Finding love without a clue Is finding you Holding ice in a desert Holding air under water Holding hands from a distance Is holding you So take my heart as your home So when you part you will know Where to need to be and that’s here with me So take my heart as your home So when you part you will know Where to need to be and that’s here with me Losing hope on a journey Losing sleep in a dream Losing your mind when everything is fine Is losing you So take my heart as your home So when you part you will know Where to need to be and that’s here with me Your compass is my love The stars up above will lead you Where you need to be and that’s here with me Always living in regret Wondering what life could’ve been All the possibilities Drifting away from me Now that I have found you I refuse to ever lose you So remember where you need to be Here with me Here with me So take my heart as your home So when you part you will know Where to need to be and that’s here with me So take my heart as your home So when you part you will know Where to need to be and that’s here with me
9.
Nightmare 03:32
I hope tomorrow when I wake I’ll take My first breathe again Tell me it’s gonna be a new beginning A new life to live I’ll be born again with a second chance It was just a nightmare Slowly drifting away Leaving reality Only for a moment It seems Every part turns cold and Empty like a nightmare Tomorrow be different I know Ding goes the alarm not pleased by the sound Dread passes through me My fingers lay still whispers of the night Make fake promises I drink dead water from the wishing well It is not a nightmare Slowly drifting away Leaving reality Only for a moment It seems Every part turns cold and Empty like a nightmare Tomorrow be different I know Slowly drifting away Leaving reality Only for a moment It seems Every part turns cold and Empty like a nightmare Tomorrow be different I know Slowly drifting away Leaving reality Only for a moment It seems Every part turns cold and Empty like a nightmare Tomorrow be different I know
10.
Take Me Back 03:22
Swallowed by a river of sorrow Three years before I set sail on my tears Take me back to ninety three Just leave him and take me Stranger of my own blood in danger Taken misplaced soul sent to heaven Take me back to ninety three Just leave him and take me Why not me? Instead of woe Let there be a man to know Take me back to ninety three Just leave him and take me Cursed soul searching for some kind of control Instead of him, I Instead of this hell, his life Instead of woe Let there be a man to know Take me back to ninety three Just leave him and take me Take me back to ninety three
11.
Lonely meres of her own tears she used to live Gasping for air ashore, she couldn’t bear Requesting gods for things they wouldn’t give Night and day wouldn’t go her way Goodbye to the sun It’s not welcome She’ll save her soul Not a man Goodbye to the sun Hers are the footprints In the sand Swimming against the crowd of perfect bodies Plain as Jane decaying in the rain Turn against the current that everybody’s Cycling in eternal spin orbital plane Goodbye to the sun It’s not welcome She’ll save her soul Not a man Goodbye to the sun Hers are the footprints In the sand Years have passed and left that girl behind Stuck in crowds, mind in clouds and all alone Land of lies feel so right mental cyanide Solid touch, below not much mindless sin drone Goodbye to the sun It’s not welcome She’ll save her soul Not a man Goodbye to the sun Hers are the footprints In the sand River has thinned, new steam begins Tall tales told by broken moulds Time is released, can’t get what’s free Tall tales sold by broken souls Goodbye to the sun It’s not welcome She’ll save her soul Not a man Goodbye to the sun Hers are the footprints In the sand Goodbye to the sun It’s not welcome She’ll save her soul Not a man Goodbye to the sun A bigger pond In the end

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Realitease is about personal growth, exploration, realization, and figuring out the truth from the tease.

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released December 1, 2019

Produced by / Erik Gurney

Written and Performed by / Kaitlyn Howard

Drums by / Danny Barker

Album Art / Tate Harris

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